vomit

well. i think the title says just about all there is to say here. my son vomited. for the first, second and third and fourth and i think fifth times. he's 3. yuck. gross. sick.

that's not the part i'm writing about though. what i'm here to say is this. HE ONLY WANTS HIS DADDY. (for those of you paying attention, yes, i did just use capital letters. i'm good with them if i have the cap lock key on).

anyway, this is tremendous on so many levels. first of all, it is sweet. and i am so glad that my husband and son have this exclusive relationship going. and i'm so glad that i have the kind of husband who cleans up vomit.

but i am mad. and hurt. and feel left out of this little couple. i am stunned by my jealousy. but i wonder - what happened to the little boy who only wanted his mommy when he was sick?

i will tell you what happened. well, its a few things really. first, he grew up a bit. second, he idolizes his father, which is good. and third, this is the hard part - i think i'm gone so much lately that he just ain't that into me anymore. he's moved on. like a boyfriend that dumps you without telling you. poof. mama doesn't matter any more....

i know i'm whining, but the whole point of this is to let it out. let it all hang out. so i'll say this too - if i was famous, i'd be in therapy over this. i'd take a hiatus from work and become an ubermommy.

but i'm not famous. i'm just a regular gal. so instead, i will spend the whole weekend just with my kids. doing fun things and laughing. i guess it's a step in the right direction.

words of wisdom here? i have none. sorry. i'm basking in the glory of my ridiculous jealously over the relationship my son has with his other parent. a new low.......

facebook

ok. as always, i leap before i look. so read, enjoy, comment, and "follow" - whatever that means. i have an uncle with a saying - "ready, shoot, aim". that's me. i'll aim later. for now, just scratching an itch.....

GOTTA START SOMEWHERE

So - here it is. First entry. To all you people out there in la la land - who may be interested in what I have to say - I say "welcome". Que my music now please.....And to those of you who don't want to read what I write - I say "bye bye" - thank you for playing, and good night....So - for now I will start with this. I am not a good capital letter user. So - this is the last sentence you will see starting with a capital. sorry. just was absent the day they taught about the shift key in typing class. remember that old people - typing class? that was back when we had to learn how to use a keyboard - rather than being born with one attached to our fingers. oh and i could go on about the mouse, but will save that for later.thats my first post. just checking this out. feel free to leave a comment. i may not respond - don't know the rules yets. but i'll learn.